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t3ardr0p
04 January 2011 @ 03:28 am
I can just so spazz like crazy now. Seriously.

Watching the MV just makes me super high.

I can't wait for friday to come!

Live performance of 왜[Keep Your Head Down].

HOW AWESOME!

I'M SO EXCITED!

Till then, I shall rewatch the MV endless times. And learn the song. ^^;;

On a side note, I've to rewatch last week's Adam couple too.

It's just sweet to the maximum.

((:

Today is a good day and it's a damn good week and a damn good start of a year.

Happy 2011!

((:
 
 
now at: amk
feeling: excitedexcited
listening to: TVXQ! - 왜[Keep Your Head Down]
 
 
t3ardr0p
22 November 2010 @ 03:08 am
嗯,就这样结束了。

两个月,54天,24个排练,3场演出,一个团队。

原来我们在这段时间内完成了这么多。

从一开始那个犹豫是否接下这任务的大三生,到后来慢慢变得肢体比较协调的副主席,到最后成功演出的演员,这是一段美丽的回忆。

最后一场演出后,我到处收集每位对于这次经验的一句话,而汉威的那句触动了我。

“错误的美丽”

对我而言,这是个美丽的意外。

Such a beautiful accident.

误打误撞的参加演员的试镜,充满疑惑与不安的接下任务,非常自卑的每次排练,有过放弃的念头,终于看开而开心的加入大家,慢慢变得有自信的表演者。

我,成长了很多。

也,学到了很多。

这是一个美丽的梦,但梦醒了,人生还是得继续。

我得习惯周日晚上的空虚。

没有办法再次回到Creative Studio了。

是该回到现实生活了。

明天开始,我不可以逃避了。

课业、课业、课业, 我来了,终于。

再见了可爱的大家。

再见了《棺材》。

谢谢你们这段日子的照顾。

这是我人生中很美的一段时间。

((:
 
 
now at: amk
feeling: indescribableindescribable
listening to: some karen mok song
 
 
t3ardr0p
18 November 2010 @ 04:19 pm
I finally updated my LJ!

YAYS!

At the creative studio now. Waiting for time to pass.

Love this place so much.

I don't want to the drama to end.

Cos I have to leave this place for good and no more days of slacking and messing around.

And no more excuses to escape from work.

)):

Presentations and reports, here I come.

Soon.

((:

Love,

Serene from the Creative Studio at B2.
 
 
now at: hss b2.
feeling: bitchybitchy
 
 
t3ardr0p
07 October 2010 @ 04:36 am
It's currently 4.33AM and I'm still awake. Yes, it's still awake, not just woke up.

I've a total love-hate relationship with 331. On one side I really like it, but the presentation is way too stressful.

I really love my group mates but they're too powerful! So well-versed in everything.

That's why I am so stressed up, cos I screwed it up once, I cannot afford to screw it again. )):

Jiayous to me.

Off to doing my slides. Let's hope I meet their expectations this time.

Praying that I will be done by 5AM but at the looks of it, I'm hoping 5.30AM.

Then it's off to 260 presentation. I cannot let Camy do all the work!

Jiayous to me.

((:
 
 
now at: amk
feeling: indescribableindescribable
listening to: Shinee- Get It
 
 
t3ardr0p
04 October 2010 @ 09:52 pm
Within the past few days, I've confided in both chuluojun and liuxiaoyi about my deepest stories.

It's amazing how a small little thing can create a spark that ignites a flame and pushes me to share, share with others stuff I've never told anyone and never will.

It all started with a video chuluojun tagged me on facebook. And it led to a long story sharing time.

As for liuxiaoyi, because he forced me to think back about certain stuff and to write him a short article on it. I had to pour my heart and soul in it. Bringing back memories that I've kept buried for the past 6 years and 5 months. A memory that I won't recall until that day.

It's really weird that I've told these two guys things I had kept so close to heart for years. Stuff I will never ever allow myself to think of or think about.

Seems like I'm a different person now.

I am no longer who I am.

And I am being kept in his prayers.

On a side note, I realise I think in English. Has to be that way. Because I blog in English, I write in English, I do everything in English. I will only do it in Chinese when I am forced to, or it's school related stuff.

Memories is such a mysterious thing. Even language has an imprint on it.
 
 
now at: amk
feeling: mellowmellow
listening to: Redeemer